-Beinspired

17. Female. Yorkshire. College. Alex.

5 months

yesterday :D

i wish i could have spent time with you, i should have made a post like this at some point yesterday. Feel like one hell of a crappy girlfriend for not doing. 

 For the last 5 months youve been my world, you have had me grinning and laughing so much my jaw ends up aching, we have such brilliant inside jokes and even better memories. When i’m with you i feel on top of the world especially when i’m cuddled up to you or when we’re in your room messing around, stealing the duvet from each other x) 

I’m sorry i’m so difficult at times, i really dont mean to be D: it causes problems and i wish it didnt, i wish i could change how i am but i really cant. Trust me, i have tried. I know we’ve been arguing a lot recently for numerous different reasons but im sure we can get past it and when we do we’ll just see it as a daft phase. 
I’ve never felt so close to someone, you’ve done such an amazing job of building up my trust for you. I miss you far too much when you’re not with me, i think thats why most of the problems start when we’re not together, my mood just drops so much, i’m definitely at my happiest when i’m with you.
I cant wait for the christmas holidays x) we’re going to have an amazing time, i can’t wait to go to spain with you, thats going to be one hell of a holiday.
i really don’t want to lose you pasty, you’re my wonderboy, and as much as we drive each other mad at times the moments where we feel as close as ever and can’t stop smiling are more than worth it to me.
te quiero my amazing boy.
You are the most amazing, gorgeous, perfect, wonderful, caring, trustworthy person i have ever had the privilege to have in my life.

Now you should get your bum online for a while because i want to talk to you atleast once tonight! 

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